YOU'RE NOT HALF WHITE, ONLY HALF STUPID!

I'm Half White, NO your fucken STUPID and IGNORANT. A few people I've crossed in my life have tried to convince me of this about them but I know for a fact they are NOT WHITE, not even half. They're more than HALF STUPID. A woman I didn't know personally made this statement to someone else and we shared this conversation, it was told to me her race was Pakistan, and most of these people have dark skin, from the regions of their origins.

You will rarely see a white-skinned Pakistan, but she continued to deny her own race, stating she was white this was a problem. I once expressed that I was searching for words to convey the poisonous essence of the white race and how it infects the world. I'm still working on it but this denial is a perfect example of brainwashing and fear mixed together. Some people spend their lives being scared denying who they are and denying where they come from because of trauma and experiences they're unwilling to speak on. In the State of Idaho, too many white people have violently expressed their RACISM and a lot of this started when TRUMP began to stir the pot with his racist actions and his big mouth. Racism and abuse have always existed not just with people of color, although people of color have suffered the most.

There is "white racism" it's just never spoken of, the "holocaust" is an example, and what Putin has done in Ukraine is another example.  Look back on history and you can find every war that has occurred around the world, of course, men of all races in Government are guilty of MURDERING PEOPLE AND CHILDREN FOR MONETARY GAIN. FACEBOOK IS EXTREMELY GUILTY OF CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY but that doesn't bother Terry Fierro Mayer, who lives in Idaho works on a farm, and struggles to sell car insurance for Farmers. I've known Terry all my life unfortunately she's a relative and a disrespectful cunt. At this point, I have nothing good to say about her other than the lies she tells and the shit that comes out of her mouth. The last time I spoke with her after Todd died was the icing on the cake. I didn't want anything from her I just needed a friend to talk to at the time, but I won't forget what she said and her disrespectful shit attitude ending our conversation of how she believes in her sick mind she is "HALF WHITE". Terry goes above and beyond defending the white race, it doesn't matter she's been subjected to racism and abuse from white people while living most of her life in Idaho, she still defends them believing she is "half white".

I'm here to take a stand on the mercy of the court to provide a true statement. Terry Fierro Mayer is not "half white", she is Mexican and Hawaiian. I should know her dad was my second cousin and she is my third, but not anymore, I'm done and this is my final statement. A few years back I read articles about the racism that was plaguing the state of Idaho and the local areas. Officials at some point stepped in to STOP IT, because it was getting out of hand with violent threats against many people. There was a particular family who owned about 20 acres of land and it had become a "cult" a racist cult against anyone who wasn't white and their mindset was spreading like wildfire throughout the areas. Eventually, the family sold the land and I believe broke apart which is for the best.

Unfortunately, most people can't be stopped when things occur and cops are a pathetic joke who never do their job right. Cops are just as racists especially those men and women of color against their own kind and it's because of the "poisonous essences" intoxicating people, places, and things. Cops have fucked up attitudes and big egos that blind their vision. I've always had a theory about cops and why they go into law enforcement 1) coming from dysfunctional families so they can appear as the sane rational counter and 2) the personal abuse they may have been subjected to as a child. Either way, they damaged goods like everyone else lying to themselves and living in a violent society. However, Terry endorses child molesters because she spends so much time on FACEBOOK spying on family members and people she has personal problems with.

It really doesn't surprise me FACEBOOK turned out to be a CRIMINAL AND SEX OFFENDER, it's rather fucked up and disgusting Zuckerberg is allowed to perpetuate these sex offenses against children. I guess those who gave this SCUMBAG the GREENLIGHT must be participating in these sex offenses as well. I don't care if they are 18 years old, they're still children. Anyone who continues to support FACEBOOK supports sex offenders. As I mentioned Terry spends much of her time on this platform. What I find bothersome about her behavior is her being a fucken hypocrite, whatever problems she's had with certain people she once expressed to me she doesn't talk to anymore, that's fine but oddly she makes it her business to know everything they're doing at every given moment, where they live and where the work.

She will ask you for your birthday if you ever meet her and lie why she wants it? Yet her reasons are to rumble through your personal shit.  Her loser boyfriend who lives with her helps to support her so she doesn't lose her house, he's cheated on her many times and so has her ex-husband, but she holds on to the boyfriend because she needs that second income. Terry is dedicated to being an Amazon employee when she needs extra money to deliver packages. While we're on the subject of Amazon and Facebook they're out to destroy the state of Idaho. Jeff Bezos doing business with child molesters, I guess he hasn't been caught yet.

When I spoke with Terry last she assumed I needed someplace to stay, no actually I didn't but if I did, it wouldn't be Idaho, now don't get me wrong it a beautiful there and the land is really nice, but the toxic environment of white people infecting the land and air, I can get that right here in Los Angeles. See it's the white race that is the problem. Eric is a loser, he is the brother-in-law to Terry, and he married her sister a long time ago. When I first met him I knew he was a piece of shit, all of us were just kids at the time and Larry (Terry's dad) sold his house in Santa Monica and decided to leave to have a better life in Idaho and Eric attached himself to the family and never let go. 

If that isn't a burden I don't know what is? He's never worked just sponged off of everyone else and now supposedly he claims to have had a "brain tumor" for the last 15 years, right. Eric should call "Ripley's Believe it or Not", he could get a job as a side freak in the show. This guy is the biggest white trash loser that his wife has to support but he didn't have a problem conceiving children, I guess the brain tumor has its moments. The entire conversation between us started out with Terry and her smart mouth about how Mexican kids never leave home (neither do Armenians unless they marry). How do Mexicans have too many kids (so does everyone else) I saw a white woman with ten kids on YOU TUBE. Her shit attitude just kept pouring out derogatory remarks at me. I guess her college education didn't teach her much about society and its problems. Terry should win a prize in excellence for IGNORANCE, but she wouldn't be the only human stuck in the dark as many people fall into this category.

Unfortunately, Larry his brother Daniel, and their wives have all passed they didn't live long as cancer took them, and their only son Daniel Jr finally left after much heartache. He left behind memories to go somewhere new where nobody knows him and I wish him all the best. Sometimes a positive change is to leave behind everything and everyone to start a new chapter with better memories. Some of the kids who are now adults have been left behind with negative memories and a broken family. Although I realized as our conversation continued Terry would now and then have something pleasant to comment about, but over it was not a conversation based on kindness. I've come to realize IDENTITY is important and most people I know or know of never know who they are and Terry is one of them, she actually believes her menopause was during her 35 years of age. No YOUR DEAD WRONG!!!  During that time is the MID-LIFE CHANGE WHICH CAN LAST UP UNTIL YOU ARE 40 years old. When a woman hits 50, she loses her energy and her body changes drastically that is the MENAPUSE STAGE! There are only four stages to life and it all goes by fast, people search for someone to spend their life with because of fear of being alone. 

I'm not bothered by it, I just seek and ask the universe to bring me the financial security I desire to live out my life with joy. It's only our memories we take with us, the rest is dust for another human species to later evolve in our place.  Terry has many fears as I recognize we all do but to ground ourselves and face those fears takes courage. I'm sure her heart can at times be in the right place, but her bitterness and ignorance encourage that fear to stay at the surface. She is not mature enough or smart enough to have an understanding of herself or admit to her own mistakes, she's too busy judging everyone else as if she's any better. Terry left the responsibility to her sister to care for Ann when she was ill and died. Terry lives a few hours away from everyone else but always knows what's going on. There was something I realized after Ann lost her home that Larry paid for in cash as they had a beautiful home on ten acres of land. Brokering the tress since its lumber could have saved her from losing her home in back taxes. She could have made so much money with all that timber and placed the property into a "living trust". Her daughter Chrissie and Eric (the bump) could have lived in the home helping out. I just believe it's important to hold onto property your parents worked so hard to have, instead of allowing the bank to take it.

See what happens is the property goes into foreclosure but before that people who have cash on hand can step up and pay the back tax, (which is a tax lien), the owner has so much time to pay it back, but if they can't then the house goes up for auction. So for those people who say have 100,000 or 200,000 cash they buy the house very cheaply and pay the person back who paid the tax lien. What is left over the Government holds onto and that money is supposed to go back to the owner of the property. Most people never understand this. 

Those are called OVERTURES, in other states they may have a different label, but Ann Fierro could have had that 100,00o - 150,000 in her pocket after losing that property but not one person in the family knew anything about it, so the money just sits in the account and the Government never returns it. Millions of people all over the world lose their homes and it all goes back to a fucken bank the Government owns.  Daniel Jr did the same thing he didn't care after his parents died, he let the bank take their home and ten acres of land they worked for. In the end, this family has lost so much that NO ONE DARED TO FIGHT FOR IT.

Terry is not as intelligent as she thinks she is. All of us learn hard lessons but there is NO EXCUSE FOR STUPIDTY AND IGNORANCE. YOU BITCH ARE NOT HALF WHITE SO STOP FUCKEN LYING TO YOURSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE! GROW UP AND DEAL WITH THE REALITY, THE WHITE SHIT YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE IS THAT LOSER YOU SHACK UP WITH SO HE CAN HELP SUPPORT YOUR WAY OF LIFE AND YOU FUCKEN KNOW IT!

INSTEAD OF LIVING IN FEAR, GROW UP AND STOP JUDGING EVERYONE ELSE YOU ARE NOT PERFECT AND YOU'VE FUCKED UP AND MADE MISTAKES. YOUR SON SHOULDN'T HAVE TO KISS YOUR ASS BECAUSE YOU'RE STUBBORN AND THINK YOU'RE NOT TO BLAME FOR ANYTHING. IT TAKES TWO PEOPLE TO WORK IN A RELATIONSHIP, IT DOESN'T MATTER MOTHER SON - LOVER - HUSBAND, OR WIFE, IT DOES MATTER WHAT YOU ARE TO EACH OTHER. IT IS EFFORT ON BOTH PARTS. YOU ARE NOT HALF WHITE TERRY BUT YOU ARE ACTING HALF STUPID!